swing for life

Having a wife really limits you in more ways than one. You don't really have the freedom and opportunity to sleep around with different women every week which used to be a regular occurrence for me when I was a young handsome single man in the late 80's. Even though my wife has a heart of gold she ties me up like a dog in our basement and doesn't allow me to socialize with my friends after work. I have been working at McDonald's for the last 15 years and I have no dreams or goals in my life. All my dreams ended once I got married. I was now tied down into a very miserable and boring relationship with a woman that would abuse me not only physically but also sexually until I would cry my eyes out.

It's funny story of how I even ended up marrying this lunatic. My parents dislike her with a huge passion and even though it was they that encourage me to date her in the first place. I met her many years ago at a speed dating event In Nebraska where I used to live and we really hit on off. I never believed speed dating was of any use but I had found my true love or so I thought at least back then. It wasn't until these last 6-7 years that she really started to change. I loved caressing her wonderful body each night in the bath and cooking her romantic dinners and take her to the theater but one morning in late 1987 she just totally flipped. It was like a massive personality U-turn and she started lashing out on me every time she got angry. She would physically punch me in the face leaving me bruised and sore.

Sometimes I lay awake at night really regretting going to that speed dating event because then I would never have met this woman. However deep down I still love her dearly and just wish she could change back to that lovable girl I once knew. Maybe its time to ask for a divorce and move back to Nebraska and start attending a few more speed dating events. This time I will hopefully have more luck than last time and might end up going to work without a black eye and bruises covering most of my body. I just wish things would change and go back to being normal.