swing for life

I never thought that I would be dating men anytime in the near future, because I was married and didn't feel like I would be getting a divorce anytime soon. But then my whole world had been shattered and my husband of 15 years had come to me and said he wanted a divorce. I couldn't believe it, I didn't feel like there had been anything wrong with our marriage and everything was going well.

We would go out to dinner at least once a week, and we would smell the aroma of the food drifting our way from the kitchen. He would whisper in my ear about how much he loved me. I couldn't be happier about our marriage and how well things were going for us. I didn't realise that he had strayed. But the most terrible thing about this whole situationwas that he wasn't interested in another women, he was interested in men. And he had confessed to me that for the past 2 years, he has been dating men. I was totally shocked and had no idea what to say to him. I didn't know that he had felt this way. He was not interested in me anymore, he wasn't interested in women period, he was gay.

I had asked him if dating men was something that he was sure aboout, maybe he had his feelings all messed up and that he was confused. He told me that he wasn't confused and that this is what he wanted, dating men is what made him truly happy. And still having feelings for him, because he had been together for so long, I wanted him to be happy. I didn't want to force him to be with me if that is what him unhappy.

Of course, I had to rell my friends about this, and some of them didn't take the news all theat well. They immediately got very angry at my husband, and told them that he was being stupid and how could he hurt me like this. I appreciate their concerns about me and my feelings, but I hate to see them all worked up over something that can't be helped. This lifestyle is what makes my husband happy, so that is what he should do. I told my husband and my friends that I will be ok and that I just need some time to grieve and to get back on my feet.